``i.m.nt.tt.kinda.gurl.``

2005-09-21T11:40:00.000+08:00

Dark clouds are walking past the sky. It is gonna be another rainy day again. Haix. If would be nice if tomorrow is a holiday, so when it rains, it would feel comfortable when sleeping. Hahax. This few days, i had received only a few homework. Of course i am happy, as i can rest more. Kekex. Yesterday is my honey's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u HONEY!!! Yuric, Gerlaine, Zhuyie, Yiwen, Kumari, Roy, JianYong and i went to Macdonaldx to celebrate for her. She did not know that we will be celebrating it for her. Hahax. Both Yurica and Zhuyie, lied to her that they are going home, but i fact they went to Tiong Bahru to bought the cake. Then, Gerlaine and i lied to her that we are going to Tiong Bahru's popular to buy some books and wants her to tag along. Hehex. She believed every single things that we said. Then, when we reached Macdonaldz, she was so shocked and touched. Hahax. Her tears seems to be rolling down soon. Kekex. We felt happy for her, as the smile she had really paid off. Hahax. Honey, i just want to tell you that no matter what, we will all be there for you. Even YIWEN too!!! She will be there for you when you are doing your maths homework, Hahax. Hmmm. Then, today there are no P.E. lesson as Mr. Sekeran went for a medical checkup. Haix. I want P.E., as i want to play the SOCCER!!! It's fun man!!! Hahax. Life is always contented enough, when you had friends there for you when you need them.

2005-09-15T11:40:00.000+08:00

Halo!!! today is a cheerful Wednesday to me. I do not know why, but i just feel very relax and happy. Hahax. Maybe i am just crazy. I had my chemistry test today on MOLES, it was mainly on calculations. Tomorrow i have another chemistry test, it is the 4th retest on equation we are having tomorrow. Hahax. Ms Prema. is kind enough to let us have retest again and again. Hmmm. Next Monday will be my honey's birthday. Don't know what to buy for her, but she said that she wants to buy a ''tamagotchi''. Hahax. But i donot know whether is it worth it to buy that not. As it will only be popular for a time being only. I am afraid if i buy that, then the trends goes off, then she will just leave it somewhere. Haix. I hate to buy presents for people. It can drives me crazy. Tomorrow i will be having my D'N'T class. I seems to be missing this lesson. Hehex. Exams are round the corner again. I had not really prepared. What i am worrying is my ENGLISH. My composition and comprehension is TERRIBLE. I don't know what to do to it. Today, i received my composition 'test', i failed!!! I did not expect to fail it. I just hoped i can really pass my English during the final year. For the other subjects, i had confidence in passing except for my amaths and my humantities. It seems to be drifting away from me. What i can say is that the outcome of life will never be what we expect.

2005-09-07T05:57:00.000+08:00

Hihi!!! Today i am in a rather happy mood. Hehex. So no worries that i will throw a tantrum here and there. Hmmm. Let me see, today is the 4th day of the september holidays. Everything went out of what i expect, but nevermind, i had handle it quite well. But there was one issue that kept bothering me the the past 2 to 3 days. I had troubled overcoming this issue. As it is the first time it went so different. My nuer and some of my friends had gave me suitable advises. I really thanks them for supporting me all the way. They did not reprimand me or what for getting into this situation. But 1 thing i know is that, my honey will surely come and nag at me for getting into such situation. Hahax. But nevermind, i know what i am doing, and i am clear about that. I really hope that i will never regret coming across this situation. For now, i am very contented about everything that went out. Anyway, do you know what am i grumbling about??? Hahax. BOO!!! It is about RELATIONSHIP. Hmmm. What i think is that i should let nature takes the course ba. I can do nothing about it too. Other than that, let's take a U-turn back to our main topic. STUDIES. This september holiday should be for us to do our revision, to prepared ourselves for the final exam. But i did not study at all!!! I am lazy, and i know lazy is not an excuse. I forced myself to complete my homework, so i manage to complete half of it. The rest are the 5 sets of maths exam paper. OMG!!! How am i going to complete it. Hmmm. My honey n i had planned to go somewhere to do a final revision or complete our homework on Sunday, which is just 1 day before the school reopen. I know it is a bit too late, but at least i did something about it. There will be a floorball training for the guys tomorrow from 2pm to 5pm. But many girls will be going there to train too - including me. Kekex. Before that, i will go to ''BMC'' to have my brunch first with my dear friends. Then, on thursday i think i will be heading to Queensway and Toa Payoh to buy my stuffs. On friday, to Bugis Village to buy my clothes first. Hehex. Hmmm. Overall, holiday is quite fun except that i have to study. Kekex.

2005-09-03T14:23:00.000+08:00

This is the 3rd post i am posting about an article in reader digest. I hope it is the last post as it really is a boring to write about an article in reader digest. Hehex. This article is also about our health, our organ - our ear. We know that blasting sound affects our ear drums and cause us to turn deaf. But insufficient of sound do turns us impair too. So there is a need to take good care of our ear by balancing the amount of sound we need in our life. We are much more fortunate than people living in the rural area like villages whereby the amount of sound is limited. We, in the urban areas tend to come across with those constructions side, parks or whatever that helps us to have a balance hearing. Therefore, not only sould we need a balance diets, balance life, we also need to have a balance hearing.

2005-09-02T14:53:00.000+08:00

This is another post about an article in reader digest. But this article is different, it is related to health. CAN'T SLEEP TRY YOGA. Yoga yoga yoga. Yoga is a good way to live and stay healthy. It allows one to relieve stress, to calm down, to ahve a balance diet and even slimming down. It seems so exagerrating but it is a fact. Many had tried yoga before and had experience the results. Yoga is a long-term sort of exercise. It needs us to learn to be patient. Results do varies from people to people, it all depends. You need a quiet spot to practice yoga. Though some may like to input some soft music, but it is not recommended for beginner as they are not able to concentrate well with music on. Yoga pratice only takes up a few minutes, even a busy person could find time to do it, it is whether you want to do it or not.

2005-09-01T12:02:00.000+08:00

This particular post i am going to write is about the story in reader digest - And Sophie Makes Four. This story is quite a so called touching story. It is a real life story. It is about the family of three had adopted a baby chimpanzee. The family treated the chimpanzee named SOPHIE, liked their own. They had a very close bonds between them, though they had no any blood ties. Soon after Sophie grow up, they had to left Sophie, as it ws time to let her be independence and return back to the zoo. But it was hard to do that, as they already had such a close bonding between them. But no matter how close the bonding is, when the time comes, somehow would have to let go. Moreover, she was just a 20 months old chimpanzee, not a human. We are n a realistic world, we could not just have a chimpanzee with us. Years later, Sophie got a new owner to look after her. She was four then. They had a happy time together sharing another differetn bonding. But when Sophie was nine, she was overjoyed to see the family again after a long separation. Sophie greets them with an exaggerated play expression. It was so touching, the chimpanzee actually remember the family after such a long separation. The bonds they had was no ordinary bonds. This story and experience actually taught us and them about the life of a parenthood, about taking, giving and time to letting go.

2005-08-15T06:25:00.000+08:00

Hi there. Today is not a very good or should i say a smooth day. Actually, in the morning, jiaxin, yiwen, mjy , nahen and i should be meeting up and have play basketball behind my block. But too bad, jiaxin, yiwen and i overslept and so we give it a miss. Hmmm. Just now i went out with my father to have our lunch and then went shopping round great world, nothing much to shop either. So my father drove me home. There is not any appoinment or outing today. Therefore, I AM BORED TO DEATH!!! I wish to go to sentosa next saturday, but i am confused. As i had planned to put aside all my mind of outings and playing and get back to studies first. So that i can get good grades and can go and enjoy without any worries for the year end holidays. But the word 'FUN' kept appearing in my mind, it made me feel temptated to play and enjoy. But i know that once i start to relaxed, i won't be able to get back and study willingly. So it is a matter of perserverance. I had did my revision for maths since last two weeks. I hope this sort of revision will carry on till my year end exam are over. Then i can prove to my mother that i can balance my time well. I can play and enjoyed at the same time without neglecting my studies. I know i can do it. But whenever i saw my friends are doing so well in their studies, they are improving so much. I would feel that stress and pressure are encroaching me. I don't know what to do about that. But i know that this is a phase of life. Once i get through this obstacles, everythng will go smooth for me. Life is never easy if we do not work hard.

2005-08-09T08:40:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 37TH BIRTHDAY TO BUKIT MERAH SECONDARY SCHOOL!!! Today we had a wonderful celebrations in school, as we are celebrating two events which is the national day and the school's birthday. We sang about 3 to 4 songs just now in school during the celebrations. Yurica, zhuyie, anisa n i had a great time then. We stand up on the chairs and sing the songs happily as if we had no burden on us ( we are the carefree girls ). Hahax. Then eileen, yue wei and the others joined us. Yurica went to hold ms prema's hand and dance together. That was so fun, but everything ended as soon as the atmosphere gets on. I really hope that time would stop there. One bad thing is that yiwen, jia xin and gerlaine were not with us. Haix. As soon as the celebrations end, jiaxin and i went to queensway to bank in $$$ and went to the shopping center to shop round. Jiaxin bought one ethnic lime green sling bag. It was rather nice, but i prefer a smaller one as i have had too much of big bags in ma wardrobe. I saw a few clothes that i really fancy. But i do not have enough cash to buy so many things as i estimated that i need about $100 to $200 to purchase my 'wants' in queensway. I just cannot stop spending. I really wish that i was a rich girl ( who don't wish for that ). We shop till 2 plus then we head home straight. Jiaxin and i are learning and trying to adapt ouselves to speaking english. Whenever we saw each other we will speak english, and sometimes when we forgot about that we will remind each other. That was a great way to improve our english!!! Overall, i had a great time today except that i did not buy what i want and i am regretting now. Life is never sastifying. Never.

2005-08-06T07:25:00.000+08:00

Finally it is the friday and meaning it is the last day of this tedious week. Hahax. Luckily there are a few days we do not have to attend school next week, tuesday is NATIONAL DAY. Our nation's birthday. Therefore as usual, monday will be a celebration in school following by our prize giving ceremony. Monday is also my school, Bukit Merah Sec. Sch., 37th birthday. School will only resumed on thursday and that's good. Hehex. But one thing that is bad is that homework is piling up. ARGH!!!! Every teacher gives one assignment and approximately, i had received 4 to 5 sets of homework. Each sets comprized of 4 to 5 pages at least. Haiz. I spent time doing my homework and have no time to do my own revision and rest. What's this??? Today, mrs lim told our class that the chinese paper 2 examinations format had changed completely. The format will start from 2006 meaning our batch. I found out that we are the unluckily batch, as many subjects or education system or format had changed, and we are the batch that will be the starting batch. So sad. I had just finished my chinese assignment given by mrs lim and i will try n remember to get my english vocabulary book from mr. kok tomorrow. I hope i will remember. As i do not have short term memory. I do not really remember things that happened few days ago but i can remember things that happened moths or years ago. Hahax. Weird. Hmmm. I think that;s all i want to write for today. I shall continue to blog on monday, telling u guyz what had happened or whatever about the ceremony on monday then. See ya!!!

2005-08-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

Online Journal or not??? Tiz question has been spinning round in my head for a long time already. There are advantages and of course disadvantages about using online journal. Online journal allows people whose handwriting is not neat and tidy to have a better piece of work. It also allows us to design the background and add special functions in their blogs. For those who are creative and experience users, they can scanned photos or pictures into their blogs to let other viewers to view. There are tons and tons of advantages for me to lists on. Similarly, there are also tons and tons of disadvantages to be listed too. Some people who do not own a computer or do not have internet access at home will have difficulty in blogging. They often have to stay back in school or even make an effort to travel to the library just to complete their blogs. It is actually quite a tough and tedious things to do for people who hate to blog online. Sometimes virus might attack the computer, and the blogs that you have created have not been save yet will be destroyed and lost completely. You spend hours and hours sitting down in front of your computer just to get a blog done. Time is PRECIOUS. Even one minute is very important to us. Maybe in the past, we might not have realise that time is that precious. But as you get older, you will be getting more stuffs to handle and juggle well. You will gradually find that time is insufficient. Although they are tons of disadvantges, i still prefer blogging online, as it can helps me cure my boredom.

2005-08-04T03:54:00.000+08:00

Hey there!!! today is da third posts i am posting. Hmmm... Basically, there are many things that had happen for the past few days. Firstly, my study mood has not been tune back after the school reopen. Secondly, i got accused by the Mrs Oh for nothing. Thirdly, i had not been performing well in my tests lately. I felt that i had mixed with the wrong company that affected my studies. So, nowsadays i will get together with jiaxin and yiwen. Both of them influenced me positively. Jiaxin helped me in my studies, Yiwen helped me in my sports. Hahax. that's great. Now, i am adapting and mixing well with Chui Kiang, Yue Wei, Eileen and so on, they are diligent pupils. They did not influenced my badly. They know when is the time to play and studies. So i am glad that i have such friends. Now i am forcing myself and trying really hard to get back to my studies mood. I have been forcing myself to revise my amaths and emaths ten years series now and then. Then, when i am free, i will call people that are willing to study, out with me to do some revision. Then, every sunday, Jiaxin, Yiwen, Nahen, Jianyong and i will go to block 96 the basketball court to play basketball and to train our fitness. I had a great time then. Times is flying pass me, i do not seems to have the time to catch up with my studies. Mid-year exams had just passed, and the final year exams is coming. Oh Man!!! I hoped i can scored really well for this final year. I am aiming for 3 to 4 A's. I also hoped that there would not be any C's in my results. I do not want to be the top student but at least i have improved in my studies, i am already very contented. I would call for a celebration and party then. I am targeting for a 65% to 70% in my overall results this year. Er... so i think that's all for what i want to say. The bottomline: i hate to be accused!!!!

2005-08-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

This is the 3rd post about an article in reader digest and i hope it will be the last, as it took me so long to read an article. Hmmm. This article is also related to health, an organ - our ear. EXERCISE OUR EAR. We need to exercise our ear by balancing it. We know that blasting sound could damage our er drums and cause us to turn deaf. But not enough of sound do impair us too. That's why we need to balance it. We should expose ourselves to a certain amount of blasting sound and peaceful sound at times. We should not keep ourselves to areas like those villages, whereby sound is limited. Not all blasting sound harms too. Some people might think or are more suitable to blasting sound lives. But not majority. Therefore, not only we need to have a balance diets, we also need to have a balance hearing in our lives too to maintain HEALTHLY.

2005-08-03T14:11:00.000+08:00

2005-07-19T12:50:00.000+08:00

Today, the 2nd day of this week. I am rather upset and mad about the incident last thursday during the D&T lesson. Mr Bernard Goh told us to complete a project on building bridges. His requirments is for us to build a bridge that is able to withstand as much weight as possible and that group will get the highest marks for the project. He did not say that the appearance must be appealing, so my group did one that is not really appealing but can withstand quite a lot of weight. After we had completed our bridges, he collected all of our bridges and tried to break it in front of the class. Mr Bernard Goh breaked all the bridges that he collected but he could not break the bridge that my group had built. So we assumed and pressumed that we would get the highest marks. What made me mad was that he gave my group 12/50 inspite of the strength he tried to break it. He gave one of the group 35/50 whose bridge was appealing but he could break it so easily. He was baised. How can he change the marking scheme without letting us know. The project marks would be added to our CA, and he is doing it purposely to failed us. He told us he would use weights to test our bridges, but he did not. He use his strength to try and break it. Do you know how hurting it is to let and see someone break the bridges that we made right in front of us. We spent time doing it and really make sure that the bridge could withstand heavy weight. After school, a few of us went to look for Ms Prema to discuss about this issue and suggest to her aboput drooping this particular subject. We had quite a long talk and she ask us to go and think about it with our parents and let her know again. I was somehow quite indecisive about whether to drop this subject not, as if i drop it, i could use the 5 periods to revise my weaker subjects. Overall this issue and incident had made me felt crazy. Then tonight, i am going for the MI training at 7pm again. I hope that i could be able to complete my homework before i set off.

2005-07-13T12:05:00.000+08:00

(1) The Happiest Period In My Life
when: June 2005
why: During June holidays, I can get what i want and go where i like. Moreover, after the June holidays, Yiwen(nuer), Kumari, Jia Xin(honey) and i went to Millenia Institute for a higher level of the floorball training from 7pm to 10plus. All of us except Kumari reached home at about 11 plux and it was very tiring then. The next day, there was a floorball friendly for B division boys with SIM. The four of us again and Olivia(oli) went to watch the 'friendly' at around 6plus till 8pm in school. We went home late again together very happily.

(2) The First Job I Ever Had
when: June 2005
where: Harbour Front (Natural New Zealand)
what: Serve the customer with a smile
why: I had my first part-time job during the holidays, it was related to ice-cream. The job was rather relax as there was not a single stress or whatever. But i do not really like this job as it is not that challenging enough and it is boring. But the pay over there is rather high.

(3) The Most Shocking Results
when: May 2005
what: Mid-year results
where: School
why: It was the first time i ever had only two sorts of grades in my results slip. Either it was A2 or C6. But the results did not meet up to my expectations as i do not want any C's in my result slip at all, so overall i was not sastified with the results i got.

(4) The First Boyband I Saw Face-To-Face
when: June 2005
where: Harbour Front
who: ENERGY
why: While i was working, a group of taiwanese boybanf came to Harbour Front for an autography session. I was so happy as those guys were so charming and their songs were excellent with their wonderful vocals.

(5) The Day An Important Decision Was Made
when: October 2004
where: School
what: Options of subjects to choose
why: The decision i chose for my subjects to take in Sec.3 was quite a sastifactory decision though i hope to have another course/subjects the school do not offer.

(6) The Occupation I Wanted The Most In My Childhood Period
what: Air-stewardess, Model, Actress, DJ and Business Woman
why: I wanted to be an air-stewardess as i can get a chance to travel round the world. A model, actress and DJ as i wanted to get into the entertainment circle---maybe because for the sake of being famous and beautiful. A Business Woman as to me it is a very challenging line. Every single steps i made can affect the business.

(7) The Most Disappointed Day
when: Primary 5
where: Home
what: Divorced letter
why: I was watching television at home while it went into the advertising screen, i had nothing better to do, so i flipped open my mum's document/a stack of papers that is left on the desk. I flipped it over and saw a divorced letter. I was shocked. As i thought my parents; separation was only for the time being but i was totally wrong. From that day onwards, when my dad came to visit me, i would locked myself in the room to avoid him. As the moment he came, i would cry. Till now, i still dare not really want to look at him face to face for i don't want to see my dad's pity face.

(8) The Most Toturing And Enjoying Trip
when: 2005
where: Outward Bound School
why: The teachers organized a trip to OBS for all the Sec.3. We went there feeling very excited as we thought there would be a proer bunk to sleep in. But we were wrong. We had to carry a heavy backpack to our new and dirty campsite each day. Moreover, the weather was so hot. But what we enjoyed most was when we had a chance to try out those challenging obstacles. We really enjoyed ourselves to the fullest.

(9) The First Time I Saw A Meteor Star
when: March 2005
where: School
why: The floorball members had a floorball cmap during the March holidays this year. There was one of the days when it was at night, Karen and i had nothing to do, so we lied down at the carpark to see STARS. It was very relaxing and we were smiling to ourselves imagine we were STARS. Suddenly, a meteor star went passed. Both of us immediatly put our hands together and wished upon the star. After we finished wishing, my tears rolled down. I was happy and sad at the same time, as i did not know whether wishing upon the star were come true.

(10) The Most Foolish Act I Ever Thought
when: Primary student age
where: Home
why: Since young, the relationships my mum had and i were very bitter and sour. We did not really spent much time together as we would usually quarrel after a few talks. There was always time where i feelt that she is very baised towards my sisters. So i would try to get sharp objects to slit my wrist. But i did not dare to use strenght to do it as i know i did not have the courage.